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Name: Jacquelyn-Lea
Country: United States
State: Florida
Gender: Female
Interests: playing music, keeping up with the media ( what a world we live in!), working out to grow up big and strong, and getting a tatto one day.
Expertise: over thinking
Occupation: Business Office Manager
Industry: Physical Therapy
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
2/21/2004
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| hello xanga world. i knew if i kept you waiting you would keep on wanting more...
Nov. 4th of 2006 Will and I were married. the wedding was more beautiful than i could have dreamed up. God is so good. He wanted it to be extravagant. granted in the planning process it would have been nice if He let me in on that secret. but every step of the way whether my direction changed or not God really molded it into his best for Will and I, and His best is awesome!! now it being May already, i still look back awe stricken....who could have imagined something so great. everything was perfect. everything fell into place. there were two things i would have changed: for my Matron of Honor to be there, and that i would have remembered to put my vale down before walking down the aisle! though I'm convinced that God had a reason for both... Our marriage has been set apart, anointed, and blessed so greatly... Will and I just celebrated our Half a year of being married (by the way, in your relationship take has many opportunities as possible to celebrate what God is doing and has been doing in and for the both of you!) and i just couldn't stop thinking "who am i that God would show his love for me this way?"
however my friends, growing up all at once isn't always fun. necessary, not always fun. the both of us are working full time (Will is now my little business man!). God gave Will a job at the bank, ( God does care about the small things!) Will really likes it and has learned so much about loans and stuff and we're talking about possibly buying a home in the next few years. woohoo a home to decorate!! we currently support our two kids Lex (our gray and white Kitty aka little boy) and Lealu ( our black and white Siberian Husky who has one brown eye and one blue eye aka little girl) , we share a very very very small garage apartment, it fits our needs pretty good for now, but because it's so small when there is a sock or piece of paper on the floor the place looks trashed! gah! and it seems like until the place is clean nothing else can be done!!! so inevitably we clean every day. it's not just me cleaning up my mess, like I've been use to for the last 20 years of my life, but the kid's and Will's mess as well( but Will always does a even better job of cleaning when i can't... there is a balance, it takes time to find it).
I'm so excited about what the next 6 months will bring. and the 6 after that and so on. we hope to have kids in a couple of years, but more than ever it seems like I'm surrounded by babies...babies, babies everywhere! but no babies for now, that, and i did promise to wait for my buddy to get married first, girl i'm praying and running the waiting race with ya!.. Will and I have already thought of a few baby names we like: for our girl Amber-Lea Rebecca Yurkiewicz ( to carry on my familys' name tradition) aka A-Lea. and our little man Bryce Edward Yurkiewicz ( to carry on Will's family's name tradition)... ha! we're so funny. it's fun to dream together.
hope you enjoyed the update. when i gain more wisdom from being married I'll be sure to share. i still have a lot to lean.
Peace out.
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| Jacky is engaged.
and she puts Skittles in her nose.
 but we still love her.
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| please contain yourselves, refrain from falling out of your seat, yes....i know.... jacky is updating?....yes my friend, yes she is....
you won't believe how many unread emails i had when i came on today..or maybe you may if i still haven't responded, but please do not be offended if that is you, know that i love you, and understand communication through the internet has never been a favorite of mine and i hope to see this situation change. again i love you.
working at fashion bug sure has it's ups and downs. unfortunitly 2 girls quite this week and another was on vacation... so with a smile i took on the challenge of picking up the extra hours. i would open leave for an hour or so then come back to close. now, i know that there are plenty of people out there worse off than myself, i'm tell'n ya it was no cup of tea. i'm so tired. i wasn't mentally perpaired for it. i don't really ask what my body is up for, but if i'm not all there mentally then everything starts adding up quick. but yay! i have sunday and monday off!
i did discover something new about myself this week. i have been reading in col. 1 and there it talks about love and faith coming from hope. so i began evalutaing my life style to see what my fruit was saying i put my hope in. and it wasn't jesus. my hope has been my day off of work. i have been living to be free of everything for a day. and in turn i became drained, moody, and selfish very quickly.
i was so fed up with it last night that i finally cried out to god. i felt so lost, so with out vision and hope. i don't know what to do or purpsue. and i just cried. just cried in his lap. afterwards i felt peace. i still didn't have an answer. but i had peace and it was beauiful.
court, i hate missing your calls as muh as i do. i miss having you right there. your still a big encouragement to me, and i'm blessed to call you sister. p.s. i don't remember which bed is yours so please come home soon and lift the burden of not knowing from my shoulders! | | |
| i'm excited to say today i woke up before 1! last night i couldn't sleep so i crawled down on the ground with my pillow and blancket in honor of the good old nights in the jungle.. it was probably one of the better nights i've slept.
more good news, i applied at Family Christian and they called me back yesterday. i haven't spoken with them yet. i'm still praying for direction. but it is nice to see a response. i looked in the classifieds this morning. i came across an interresting oppertunity to be a receptionist for a vet... i think i'd like that alot. they basicly asked for a hard worker and someone who's self-motivated. i think that job would be along the lines i'm looking for. some what of a career.
it's been exhausting thinking about this job thing, and feeling like i'm a bum! i haven't flet worried about it, but i more anxious for it to happen so i can offically start life. i'm glad to know that God is way bigger than this.
my weekend was interresting, i really spent a lot of time thinking and evaluating my heart. i'm seeing more and more what i want out of life. and what i need to change to pursue this life. seeing the attitudes of my heart, and the choices i make that effect other people.
change is good ! ?
today i have quite a few things to ketch up on. fun as always. | | |
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